Decisions, Decisions

Making decisions suck. Especially if you are me. You all know my famous phrase is "I don't care." But sometimes you have to care, right? Well these past few months have felt like the biggest decision making times of my life.
Some decisions are so certain, like the most recent decision I made to go up to Utah State University! :) I was given the opportunity to be on the ambassador team there and I couldn't be more thrilled. :) I feel like going up to Utah State is a great opportunity and I think I have made a pretty solid decision.
Then there are some other decisions that I have made that I often wonder if I have made the wrong choice. Friends come into our lives for different reasons and leave our lives for different reasons. Sometimes, after they are out of my life, I miss their presence. Memories seep up from out of nowhere and strum those cords that are close to my heart, making my heart ache.
I wish that this heart ache would go away and that past could become the present again...That's easier said than done.

I am a big Pintrester and I love quotes so....this is what I would say if I could

I will always care for these people who aren't in my life anymore and I will always be there for you.

Then I think...

But, sometimes that isn't what the other person is thinking. So I have to remember

So no matter what decisions I make, life will be a surprise and things are going to happen even if I try to plan everything out.

and...